I think it's over, the UFO chapter in my life is concluded

[Cubikdice]

It's been nearly 7 years now since I was contacted by a secret agent prior to witnessing unexplained UFO phenomena for all the years following. There was an instance or two annually that I'd hear from them online. It's probably best I don't talk about them, as I should not have done initially. Though the content of their information did pertain to time travel and more specifically to C204 (Army Model GE C204), the temporal displacement technology described by a John Titor in the 90's. Oddly, during those instances following the initial contact with this secret agent, there wasn't anything further about that.

I haven't knowingly seen or encountered Ellen Blair from the 2036 Special Operations Unit. I have however been followed and visited by this secret agent's organization in the past. I have not had direct contact with them. The closest contact that falls under everything strange that's happened was with UFOs. I swear that there's truly remarkable things that traverse the skies in the silence of the night.

The phenomena that I've witnessed, that I've encountered over these years have equally changed my life and unfortunately, makes me feel completely helpless; frought with frustration. There's nothing more I can do to learn more about them. The only method that I've been able to learn more about UFOs first hand was dedicated observations and endless hypothesizing. Today, I just haven't the schedule or the free time as I did to do it. There is the occassional urge to drop everything and sweep the sky with my eyes wide open, yet I haven't been.

My mind still spends a significant ammount of time thinking about life elsewhere, who, what, or where these UFOs come from, etc. I am at the point that I think it's all been thought of. Nothing new is definitively happening from this phenomena.

What could I possibly do to advance my understanding and knowledge about it. It seems to be over.

 

[Cubikdice]

The last sighting of something I managed to capture on video:

Nothing really significant for you to see, but to me it is, something that looks like that, flew over me many times in the past, albeit not at such a high altitude as you can see here, but close, under a hundred feet close. Not every star(like object) you see in the sky like this one is a satellite or some commercial, private, or military aircraft (that we know of).

This is one of the best forms of a UFO or secret yet overt aerospace technology up there now with many opportunities of denial. Until, until you closely encounter one. It is then, when you know the truth that you feel liberated by the endless garbage of denial that pollute UFO accounts.

 

[Cubikdice]

It's not really over. When you've seen things you can't explain and come to know that exist in the physical reality, it is a haunting truth in life. I'd say stress is a major contributing factor. The stress in knowing that there's nothing you can really do to solve a situation and find closure for it. One can try ignoring the fact but a fact is a fact once you've found it. A fact like this is not easy to live with. Ignoring it only means you're not taking an active role and observing the land and the skies for something that never ceases. Somewhere, at some time, there is U.F.O. activity. You're either their when it happens or you're not.

You can try and be there to see it or you can try to sleep through the night knowing, the night is not as uneventful as it seems. You know there could be something that will fly over your rooftop, around your land or nearby and you won't be up and alert because, you'll be sleeping through it. I have to live with that and for awhile, for years, I could not normally sleep at night. I'd be up all night and sleep all day! Could you rest easy and sleep through the night after seeing a U.F.O. fly over your home? Maybe it's possible for the first time but if it happens again, and again, and again, then you know $/-; is going on. Well, I can sleep through the night nowadays, without a care in the world about what's out there, except every once in awhile I can't ignore the fact.

I've come to know that it is true that it can be troubling for other eye-witnesses to speak about UFO's or even mention what they've seen. You can't march yourself up to the city newspaper and exclaim, "The City (or town) Has Been Visited by a U.F.O. Last Night While You Were All Sleeping!" That's just asking for ridicule and a $/-;storm of trouble. The people bring that trouble with them... It's an unfortunate situation knowing you just can't openly talk about it. There's a fine line between disclosing what you've seen and disclosing it right. I can talk about it on this forum because, it's under a category. It's here for anyone who wants to read into a specific subject.

It can't be easily put out into words. I just have to live with it. At least I'm not alone.