Cubik,
Errrr...what the F was that all about? Black Ops? Is this somehow related to this site? Maybe you should be a bit more specific - actually a lot more specific if it has something to do with TTI.
I originally came here to TTI so that maybe I could learn whether or not the following is true:
1. Did John Titor mention an individual by the name of Ellen Blair, originally from the year 2036, employed by a special operations unit who uses (GE) C204?
2. Did John Titor mention anything about the Army, his team or other time travel units traversing in our time (their past) for any other missions or research besides recovering the IBM 5100?
3. Has there been anyone who suggested the US DoD (and Canadian DND)*today* has any interest in UFOs or Time Travel?
4. Are there hoaxers who claim to be time travelers? Obviously I know this now. But to go so far as to *somehow* contact me online outside of TTI territory and later *visit* my home in the middle of the night, ETC? Can and has any time travel hoaxer here been reported to of done that to others?
5. What vehicle (make and model) did John Titor drive? What color was it?
6. What is Black Operations? What is a special operations unit? What are the practices they do?
A lot of these questions I have managed to get obscure answers on but there's no way I can forget the real-life impact or influence this has had on my life. There is not a day that goes by that I don't rewind the past 4-5 years and wonder if I'm missing something or what? I want whoever they are, who had fancied time travel, among other things, to conclude this not only for their studies but to conclude this for myself. I want to know why I was studied for several years. I was told this recently but since, no more information, just silence. I am mad and have good reason to be. I have been through so many ups and downs emotionally, that I'm afraid. It should be that obvious. I believe I deserve closure.
I post here also because, I have reason to believe they are aware I'm a TTI member. When I posted everything I knew on my first few posts here, I was told I couldn't be trusted and that all communication would cease, that there was another. All communications hadn't ceased. I have no reason NOT to ask for help here and update what's been happening. But I feel like every time I do, they're ever more hesitant than to even chat with me. All they have to do is guide me! Lay down some rules or something and I will listen!
it is the
lack of communications that I am sick and tired of. I wait everyday for a chance and when there is, for some reason I freeze and it takes me a day to say something to them.
I'm pretty sure I convinced myself now that I will never hear from them again! But as Pam suggested before (that I shouldn't worry hearing from them again), no, I have been contacted time and time again. I wish I could trust them but how can I.
It seems that when they do, the information backfires on me and I go into rants that it's all impossible. I call it the result of social conditioning or social engineering. Inability to accept the impossibilities - like time travel, aliens, ETC. That it's all just hooey nonsense.
is there a paradox? What are the psychological implications of a time traveler making direct contact with a person of the past knowing who they are and when they are from? I'm not assuming they're time travelers. There has to be a perfectly logical explanation for all this.